I keep having this idea lately, that i have a greater purpose in life than to just settle down on this 9 hour routine for the rest of my working life. I'm talking about music. It's what i love. Since me & my band successfully recorded two songs which my friend Shaiful (Epul) wrote himself, I've been having these urges to do it again. Now that i have experience doing studio time and getting somewhat familiar about it, my heart is secretly begging for more. It doesn't matter if i have connections or not in the music industry (we really did have connections, which drove us to start recording in the first place, but that's a whole different story), that there's no guarantee that any particular song would make it in the long run, but it's all about expressing my ideas and delivering messages to the world (if any). I feel like i can contribute to music with a positive impact. Well, you'll never know if you're good at something until you actually do it, and observe the feedback..which i really haven't. I have a couple of originals of my own that i wrote years ago and i figured, why not? Let's just record it and add it to our collection. And hopefully more new ideas to come. Not to become famous through music, but mainly to do it just out of the love for it. Use music as an output. Recording music has become a form of art for me. Seriously, i believe it can be therapeutic too!
On the contrary, funding would be the real problem here. Studio time costs money..by the hour! Depending on different recording studios and quality, the prices range from RM60 to RM150 per hour. And it sure takes more than an hour to complete a perfect song. Hell, it takes days sometimes. So money is the only thing standing between me and my passion which i am yet to fulfill. I guess i will now start saving some cash solely for this mission only. I will write more songs. And i will quench this feeling. I will make a stand, and leave a mark in this beautiful life of mine, a mark that might probably live forever.. Sounds far-fetched but it is truly what i feel.
On the contrary, funding would be the real problem here. Studio time costs money..by the hour! Depending on different recording studios and quality, the prices range from RM60 to RM150 per hour. And it sure takes more than an hour to complete a perfect song. Hell, it takes days sometimes. So money is the only thing standing between me and my passion which i am yet to fulfill. I guess i will now start saving some cash solely for this mission only. I will write more songs. And i will quench this feeling. I will make a stand, and leave a mark in this beautiful life of mine, a mark that might probably live forever.. Sounds far-fetched but it is truly what i feel.
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